Another year has gone by and it seems I still haven't let it go.

I wonder what you would do in my shoes. Would you question everyone? Would you refuse to let it go? Would you stubbornly stay in that mindset? Would you never feel the same way about someone else? Because in my mind, I think that you would want me to be happy...and I am, but for the time being, it seems I cannot be happy if it means being in love. It's over-rated anyway right? People are in love with the concept of love...not love itself. There's an inability to even bring myself to like a person enough to remove this ring. Will I ever find someone to replace you? Do I want to move on? Why am I so selfish? Why do I think of myself? So what is it that you do now? Are you happy? Do you have the ability to be happy? Do you reminisce? Think about the future perhaps? What could have been?

I was not the greatest to you and I apologize for that. People just don't appreciate what they have when they should...it requires them to lose it before they realize.

Even if I do not think of you as often, I think of you. You randomly find your way into my thoughts. Sometimes, you linger. Others, you prefer to stay embedded in my head. Perhaps, if I'm lucky, my thoughts are good ones, but for the most part, they sadden me.

Still just missing you.

I danced for you.

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